Personal vs. Private.....

[rkold]

It's funny I posted the last entry to my LJ thinking that no one reads my LJ so I could sort of say whatever I felt like. Oddly enough I always feel uncomfortable saying too much in an on-line journal because *ANYONE* can read it. I also prefer to appear mature.... I had thought though that my LJ wasn't really read and had planned to post some more personal things here and boy was I wrong. ^o^ I was really surprised when I got so many replies to my last post...

Sometimes I wish I was better at expressing my feelings. I've become so good at not saying anything....

I've been listening to "The Ache of My Heart" and feeling weepy about it. The more I listen to it and think about the lyrics it really only works as a Syuu-Yuu song. Though you can see it as "platonic" (I of course don't) it really only applies to Yuuta. It also sort of throws a wrench into some of my Fujicesty theories and really makes me think about my interpretation of Fuji. Well maybe the song takes place before episode 68......

I finally watched episode 39 of Gundam Seed, it was a beautiful thing and the AsuranxKira was truly touching. The only negative thing I can say about Seed at the moment is, they are changing the damn OP again and once again it will be a cruddy song like "Moment" rather than an amazing song like "Invoke" and "Believe."

I changed by other blog's layout. Now to think about what I want to say there.

The nice thing is, since I changed that layout I can work on other things now....like selling stuff on eBay. Kennis just decided that I can't go to Japan unless I seriously work on selling things and since I really want to go to "Otouto Jyanai".....

Comments

[revolutionaryg.livejournal.com]

I don't blame you for being hesistant. Sometimes I've been tempted to write (okay, really bitch) about personal things in my journal, but usually by the time I get around to doing it, things have blown over. I know for a fact that some of my relatives read my LJ, so I try to keep it innocuous for that reason too. Plus, it's just more fun to write about the things that interest you. ^^

It generally is more fun to write about interests....

[rkold.livejournal.com]

Though in some respects that seems to defeat the purpose of a LJ as it should be a place to post diary like entries.

I'm not sure who in my family reads either my LJ or my blog, I do know that supposedly when they have tried they've said it makes no sense. ^o^

I do try and keep things innocuous, but I've also come to the conclusion that I'm not good at expressing my feelings...it's sort of sad really. ^^;;

[revolutionaryg.livejournal.com]

Oh, you have a chibi Getbackers layout--how cool!