I did it!

So I did it, and this is my happy thing for the day, I called up my cousin who I had a falling out with 11 years ago and left a message on her machine. The falling out was over stupidity and partially the stress of my grandmother dying without a will and the issues things like that can lead to. I sometimes hold grudges and I remember things too well. I missed my cousin though despite our not really seeing eye to eye so often and decided I'm an adult and it's time to at least make an effort and try even if she finds me horrifically embarrassing and she doesn't even know I collect dolls or gay porn ^^;

But I called and left a message on her machine which is the most I can do. Now the ball is in her court.

And that is my happy thing for today. I did it, I got up the nerve to call my cousin and I left a message on her machine.

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She called me back right away and we're going to meet on Wednesday!

I'm so happy :D